I have a really bad issue with jealousy and it needs to stop.
(via mystandards)
Not too long ago I posted about you twice and both times I said I was going to let go and move on. I never did and today I fell in love with you. I don’t know if I’m laying in bed at 12 am, not being able to sleep because my hearts pounding from all the emotion or because I’m still hungover from yesterday. I stay with my original words by saying I have never felt so comfortable around someone like the way I feel around you. I can’t stop thinking about how you will be leaving in 4 weeks and it breaks my heart. I had a day today that made me forget everything and everyone around me. No you are not my first love but you are a real love, a strong love and a comfortable love. You’ve been there for me countless times and I don’t know what I am going to do when you leave. You have been my go to person and my best friend all semester and I won’t know how to move on without you. But I do know that if you and I are meant to be together that one day we will run into each other again and fall in love all over again. There’s so much more for me to learn and experience and you have taught me things that many people can’t teach me and I will not forget that. When you leave I will not say goodbye but instead I will say see you later.
My current status. Letting go is so hard but I know it’s the best for me right now. And for once I’m taking things into my own hands and changing the relationship.
(via skinnymini112)
Beauty isn’t about your body
I honestly think it’s more beautiful to have flaws and flaunt them. They make you different from everyone else. This world is too focused on being like the rest of the group. I enjoy my time with a minimal amount of people and at times I hate it but then I realized it’s because these people are so different in every way and still enjoy life by not fitting in and I love it. Pictures online and in magazines give everyone the wrong “picture” of what your body is supposed to look like. I would rather see pictures that are flawed because that’s how we all are and it’s okay. God made us this way for a reason and I think it’s beautiful. I have fallen more in love with some of my friends flaws than anything else. I find that it makes people more relate-able and easier to communicate with.
